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Post by Admin on Jan 23, 2016 13:40:03 GMT
As for the calmness, people often call me somewhat emotionless. I do of course have emotions and what not but that goes to show just how neutral to the world I am. No, I am not religious but for my primary school life I attended RE (Religious Education) and I did do things like youth group. Regardless, welcome to the forum! Feel free to ask questions as I (or anyone else may or may not) will make an effort to answer your questions the best I can. :Serps
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Post by bigbuddha on Feb 1, 2016 19:10:01 GMT
For the most part when i feel my energy i need to be in a relaxed state the night usually helps since there is less distractions. It definitely could be a different type the closest thing i have found to explaining my energy is essentially qi. This is because my energy feels almost like water, or some type of fluid. I have heard qi be described as a water type energy you can manipulate but that does not mean it is the only type of energy that is for sure. I also find breathing very important when i gather my energy which is essential with qi very interesting. this is a page that talks about gathering it maybe it will help others harness whatever energy they have although i cannot guarantee it is qi obviously www.dragonsofjustice.org/basic/gatherChi.html . As for being religious, i am religious but i have a similar childhood going to youth groups all the time, although i do not really go to church anymore. I am curious if anyone else has had other worldly experiences with the supernatural as i have a feeling it may be something that opens you up to this other energy referenced in things like (hunterXhunter and actually old religious texts sometimes). Also i have to wonder if prayer and meditation are more of a focus like some people use crystals or runes or something of that sort. I had a bad feeling last night about someone premonition about someone being under great duress. do you get these feelings or visions when awake, asleep, or focusing?
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Post by Admin on Feb 2, 2016 9:08:59 GMT
When I wake up I can tell if the day is going to be a task or a bad day in general. Death is also another thing some of us can feel, we just know it's going to happen somehow. I tend to get predictions from feeling rather than seeing or hearing though.One day I looked outside and saw a small bunch of crows on the ground very close to each other. This emitted a really bad feeling so I hid. The next day I found out that on that same day, a crow had attacked my friend's cat, breaking a part of it's skull. The cat recovered but still, I cannot shake how that felt. As for visions, I often only get those sorts of things while asleep. They don't feel at all like dreams, I remember my dreams often well. These are different. I get told stuff in dreams or it randomly pops up in my head and ends up being true. looking at this: insideenergy.boards.net/thread/5/name-who-belongs will probably also explain a bit about the dream communication thing.
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Post by Axviii on Apr 8, 2016 0:25:05 GMT
Hi. Um.. All this stuff is real interesting.... So today at school I was high in the bathroom and I googled how to feel energy and I put my pals I front of me and I was trying to feel the energy and the weirdest thing sort of happened, like the energy felt weird, the toilet paper next to me stated moving as if there was a vent I the ceiling but there wasn't.... And when I stopped trying to feel the energy it stopped moving I got kind of freaked out so I left the stall... It was so strange I often feel like I'm being watched and I'm constantly fighting with my mind I keep thinking skeptical thoughts like second guessing things and thinking negative + positive
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Post by Admin on Apr 16, 2016 6:58:19 GMT
Apologies for the late reply. I'm not quite sure how to answer this as I'm not sure what effect drugs may have on the ability to perceive the Second Energy. Apologies (and I know it may be a private question) but were you under the influence of a Depressant, Hallucinogen or a Stimulant? Also, how practiced are you in the Second Energy? What does it feel like normally and is there a more specific way to describe how it was when you were high? I'm assuming your situation is not like my form of negative/positive depending on the light levels so for all I know that's another issue you'll eventually have to deal with. Have you tried to be neutral instead of negative/positive? The second guessing may be an entirely different thing, see if I ever second guess myself, that's generally my subconscious telling me I'm wrong by various subtle signs. If this happens again, do you mind keeping a detailed record of what you saw and what happened and then return to the scene asap and record that when not high? Apologies but there is always the chance you were trippin . This kinda stuff does occur occasionally after all. Still worth checking, see if the changes really did happen. By no means am I calling you a liar, just being deductive that's all :Serp (ADMIN)
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Post by Admin on Apr 28, 2016 10:00:36 GMT
Wow it's quiet around here....
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Post by Admin on Jun 2, 2016 12:55:56 GMT
And an update! Not all that much to talk about because it's mostly been stated in this forum.
For the last year and a half or so, I've had a variety of symbols that have gone through my head. I've always had this, my walls are literally covered in sticky notes with them. I managed to use one of them for a specific reason but I don't understand the rest at all! I've written them here and there, suggesting that if someone knew what they were, I was the one to talk to yet I see absolutely no recognition from anyone. So annoying, I kinda wish someone else knew what they meant without me drawing them everywhere only to have the possibility of finding out later that they could be bad, not that I believe that they are. They hold some meaning to them, I can feel that much, the energy tells me so.
And this is one of the troubles of discovering something completely be yourself :{P
:Serp (ADMIN)
(I'll upload an image of the symbols if possible when I finally decide that I have no freaking idea)
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Post by Admin on Jul 8, 2016 15:15:56 GMT
Something strange to report.
So on the 27th of June 2016 (UTC+10:00) I was watching what little TV I tend to watch and I noticed something big occur. The grid in my area shifted. It slid to the right by about 2 - 4 meters! So what moved it? Any ideas? Did you see it shift in your area too?
On other news, I noticed something in the temporary gap this event made. The grid is (at least, according to my experience and research) how matter is placed within a specified area of space that aligns to an ordered grid rather then super condensing into the heaviest possible mass but there's something else too, something more fluid that doesn't obey the alignment of the grid. It resembles some sort of visible wind colored in dark grey with one of its tendrils streaming from you, visible in a contrasting light grey. I don't know what this is or what happened to the grid.
So, anyone got any ideas?
:Serp (ADMIN)
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Post by Admin on Jul 31, 2016 1:16:19 GMT
Among the very strange things that this energy seems to cause, there was one very unique case I experienced recently. So my sisters were house-sitting for a friend and invited me over to watch some movies. In that house was a cat, or more a kitten I suppose. If you don't know what the older stage of kittens are like, basically they love to use their claws on literally anything that looks different with people being no exception. So this cat had a fun time throughout the night occasionally getting my sisters with a small yet sharp nibble or scratch. It is because of this that I generally kept my distance. On one case however, the cat came over to me with the intention of sitting on me and when it's paw touched me, both I and the cat stopped moving for about a second and a half during which I had a strange rush of energy that was the second energy from the point at which the paw touched me. Afterwards, this cat came and sat on my lap. The strangest part of all of this was that the cat would have a playful go at my sisters whenever but if it ever came over to me, the worst it would do is be an inconvenience when I want to stand up. This playful little cat have it's entire personality change as soon as it touched me at any time. Just conveniently saying "Well the cat must have liked you then" does not even approach how both the cat and I reacted to each other. An even more interesting thing is that, in hindsight, animals in general like me even if they're aggressive, playful etc. Even animals on their walks would give me a semi intelligent look in the eye. It doesn't happen with all animals for example birds but still, I find it strange and for very good reason that, even if I just met them, at some point or another in that first minute or so of meeting that animal, I somehow become their favorite customer. So strange. Just to further confirm that it is not just that I am like able to animals, when I put more energy into the second energy, the effects can easily become more apparent and visible.
:Serp (ADMIN)
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Post by Admin on Aug 19, 2016 11:03:50 GMT
Before reading, I'd like to refer you to the description of the otherworld or the powers dimension as I call it within the 'What I Have Found' area here: insideenergy.boards.net/thread/4/A while back I left the otherworld (The powers dimension), leaving all that I'd worked so hard to achieve behind for the sake of bettering their sense of humanity after so many years in an endless loop consisting of nothing but warfare and hatred between the two sides. I left with an epic speech, leaving my four otherworld apprentices, my two biggest adversaries, my 3 special forces agents and their leader and two high standing members of the community of which I guarded as a new, leaderless democracy instead of electing another dictator. These 12 members became the Twelve Lords of Resifidus. Finally I formed a lower democracy consisting of every present member of the community. Resifidus was what I ended up naming the land of which I guarded and leaded at that point. At the end of my final speech which promised my inevitable return, I left in an intense 'explosion of flame' leaving that world behind, locking my otherworld self in a secluded vault specially designed to preserve that life, my life while still holding a better connection to the me in this world. Well, last night I prepared that vault for opening, connecting myself to the otherworld in just the slightest again. Well, the results were both good and bad. For starters, it is good that I started to release myself again, I can thank Black Rock Shooter for that reconsideration of my decision. I'd still like to experience that other world, a place where things aren't as they are here but I was too powerful for this, too strong to see it from the point of view of a citizen instead of a leader. Still, there are negative side effects. For example, I cannot link completely with my other form without putting tremendous strain on myself. It's ridiculous. Oh well, some day.
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Post by Admin on Dec 13, 2016 7:24:22 GMT
Last night I have reason to believe that I was attacked and I mean full on assaulted. By how many? At best I can guess about 5. That is, 5 non-physical hostiles attacked last night. What makes this even even more unexpected is that the attack followed a series of strange noises late at night. When I had gone to bed, turned off the lights and left the window open, I realized my big mistake. Getting harmed by these beings is weird, very weird. Like, you can still feel for example a blade cutting you but its not exactly painful, more of a massive discomfort that I can't seem to explain accurately, like a sort of very mild sting and a very mild ache at the same time with again, an awkward feeling. Anyways, I was cut twice and managed to fend off a third which only seemed to get me a little. The rest of the night I had protection up to the near maximum. This morning I woke up early and fatigued. After checking with myself just exactly what the outcome of the fight was, I assessed that it was basically a draw. Yes, I woke up the next morning but any shields I put up last night were basically destroyed. What's worse, there's the possibility of it happening again tonight. I know that I get stronger at night and even more so in the darkness but this was just nuts. And to think other forum dwellers thought their issues with the second energy was bad : P. Lucky them.
So from what I can tell, the occurrences of last night were part of an event, something that doesn't occur all that often. I also know that this wasn't even actually meant to happen specifically near me. Thankfully I'm getting some help tonight but even still, something strange is up. On that note actually, I should state that said help is being received from the beings I previously mentioned as the lightguard I believe. This was made specifically clear when I was folding some washing. The same kind of thing happened like it did years ago but this time I was not forced to turn. I saw something out of the corner of my eye and reacted as per usual. When I began to look over, the world around me turned black as I saw a white female leg walk towards me. The closer I got to being in a proper looking position, the more that black world faded and became normal. I addressed them correctly and it seems that they've agreed to help. Apparentally, you can't call them, they call you.
For you? I wouldn't worry about it. For me though? I have a lot of experimentation to do in order to prevent this. Whelp... No better time than now I guess : P
:Serp (ADMIN)
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it feels like Anger
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Post by it feels like Anger on Jul 28, 2017 4:13:54 GMT
starting off im an Empath and since i was a child iv had precognitive dreams mainly about my future.for the last few years iv been feeling this strange energy/ power emanating from my spin up to my brain since this started my precognitive dreams have been coming to fruition closer and closer together and recently iv been getting multiple a day. the energy feels like this warm fuzzy energy. but when i try tapping into the energy i get this feeling of anger and not just anger also this psychotic laughter i can't help but to smile and laugh my eyes feel different and i feel like this black fire is coursing through my veins and sometimes i feel as if i have wings sprouting out of my back. if anyone has any idea of whats going on with me please contact me at Brandonb124@gmail.com.
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Post by Admin on May 25, 2018 4:05:10 GMT
My apologies 'it feels like Anger' for the overwhelmingly late reply! I didn't think this forum was still active as no one had posted after so long. If you are still keeping watch of this, great!
From what it sounds, that feeling is relatively normal, you just happen to have it a lot stronger than I ever had. The whole smiling thing and all that sounds about right - after all, you are doing something that normally wouldn't be allowed to happen. To be specific, it should feel like some sort of indescribable rush. You said you felt it 'hot', I on the other hand feel it cold and shocking so that's a new development. However, if this is in fact this strange energy, then all this simply points towards the idea that you don't really have control over the energy within yourself, that or you're unintentionally forcing it through a place not meant for it - though I'm not so sure about that.
I guess the best thing you could probably do to improve that is to try moving the energy around into other places or start using it on and off again. I get Déjà vu all the time and can often guess the next few key events to happen myself - I just recommend getting used to the feeling before experimenting too much further, but that's a concept more along the lines of self-regulation as I have no idea what "too far" is for everyone.
Hope this helped!
:ADMIN
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